moi first post here.

well it's god damn over. finally. it was actually quite long ago, but who gives a shit. its still over, and i'm lovin it.prom's over too. prom was quite ok, post-prom party was more interesting though, although it didnt last that long.freaking cheated our money when they ended before usual club closing times. a WHOLE HOUR. how bloody conman is that.

anyhoo, been enjoying for about two weeks plus now. it's been great! haha. nvr before in my life have my parents not asking me to sleep even though i'm up at 5am still playing games. heh. rocks me socks totally. free to go out whenever i want to.

but the bliss is utterly short lived. i'm enlisting in the army next saturday. SUCKS LAH. kanineh. just because of one fucked up station i have to go in one month earlier. that station is standing broad jump. must be because of my stupid height. who gives a shit anyway. ahh damit just dam peeved that i have to go in so early. i really anticipated this holiday period, had sooo many plans to do. one plan's failed though. but still, had so many things to do! all gone now. FUCKED UP LAH. forgive my ranting, whoever you are.
i still remember the day when my dad came into my room after comin back for work. he said "kenny your enlistment is on 15th dec". i was like "HAH?WTF???" i still remember staring at him stunned for 5 seconds.

so now i have to go in one dumbass month early just because i failed SBJ, despite the fact that i GOT FREAKING A FOR EVERY OTHER MOTHERFUCKING STATION. ahh napfa is a screwed system lah. kanasai.
only one benefit though. finally can regain some fitness. bloody fat now, didnt work out much before, during and now after the exams, like no motivation. might as well start burning fats in army.
i do hope i can come out for christmas and new year, if not it will be SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP. screw the system lah nabei.

i usually do not swear this much, i just have to release the shitload of pent-up anger inside of me.

JC has changed me lah, both physically and mentally. FUCKED UP DECISION should have gone to motherfuckin poly instead.

having some bbq at gerard's house on mon, hope it will be fun. being the initiator i was supposed to delegate the tasks of buying food for bbq to the guys equally. what surpised me was not one of the guys said no, and agreed with no hesitation. well all except hisham, but that's because he didnt like cheese hotdogs, and wanted normal ones. but he's still buying some anyway. so yeah, GOOD JOB DUDES. girls get to just go there and eat, lucky people.


alright, i'll try to update as well as i can.

Toodles~~~

screw you if u think that's gay.